Moody

This few days, Toby did not play at all. All he ever do it just sleep. I never seen him so moody before. When I try to bring him for a walk, he refused to walk. All he wanna do is just sitting on the same spot. He refused to walk to the playground or any place else. I worried, he will be like the dog in Hachiko movie.

He still eats, at least. I know it is hard for him to adapt to the changes. I try to talk to him, but it seems he refuse to listen. At some point, I can feels that he did put the blame on me. I wish time will heal him, and he will be happy, more happy than before. Another 2 weeks to go before his spay operation. Prays hard, he will be safe. I believe Gods will protect him just like when he is in puppy time.

My parents say he will be okay as he still have me. If you really gets to know about dogs, they are just not dogs. They have feelings and they do remember. At least Toby has proved to me. Whatever he did in this few days, reminded me alot of things. He might be just sleeping in front of your eyes. But, have you ever wonder, whats in his mind when he close his eyes? Maybe all of the memories is playing back in his mind at the moment that makes his so moody and upset?

I just hope dun let all this hit so hard on Toby. Put it all in my account. I just want Toby to be happy, and cheerful along the way.